congratulations, mate

Tomorrow will be the last day of my A Level examinations. The last day I will be wearing a school uniform. The end of an entire stage of my life which has spanned 13 years so far. Most people would be in a celebratory mood, and I have been anticipating for the longest time that I would be, too. Strangely though, I'm not.

I suppose the main reason is because I don't feel like I've earned the right to celebrate. I hadn't put in the hours that I promised myself I would. I hadn't done my tutorials or paid attention in lectures.

So here's what I'm going to try to do instead- I'm going to take my post-exam time period more seriously than anything else. I'm going to hit the gym, play the guitar, sing, read, write, draw and think like I've never thought before.

I've pretty much been celebrating all my life, anyway. :P